Took a walk in a park awhile ago.. Sitting down with my ipod, i began to think..

Everything is so contradictory. Its simple yet its complicated. its nice yet it still sucks. I think i know where to go but i think i'm lost at the same time. I am sure of my actions yet I regret them as hell. Everything is going as i wanted but yet i'm hating it the way it is. What the shit is wrong with me. I have no idea, sometimes. Life is good to me, yet it sucks still in some ways. Is this just the wide prospect of how life is? Or am i just too unappreciative of how good things have came my way? I seriously question sometimes.

ugh. I need to change the songs off my ipod.

haha buddy. you always seem to have it worse than me but you just take it and get back on our feet in a jiffy. I seriously admire and respect you for that and though i never said this, i am proud and glad that i have a best friend like you. Thank you for being one of the blessings in my life. 

bye.

i love