Messed and discarded

Wisely and slow

this cold rain soon will be
turning into white snow

it will
cover this quiet little town

this
cozy little town

if I try to
take back time

though nothing
will change your mind

there will
be a man who's same as me

because
it’s always me and you

too far
to touch your hands

still running
down a windy road

too far to
touch your face

still running to
a rainy coast

still I never know
what I could do for you

I don't
know what I could do for
you...

this cold rain soon will
be turning into white snow

it will cover this quiet little
town

this cozy little town

By Buddhistson (some cool Japanese band)

shoot

I went for my reservist shoot today. Took so much time to just shoot 60 bullets! From 0830 to 1900 just to do that! What the heck.. haha. Anyways, I got a score of 78 out of 100 today. Thats like one shot away from marksman, which also meant one shot away from two hundred bucks.

Though I didnt really expect to even come close to marksman, I fought hard to bargain for the two extra points. Reason being, because there was this hole on the target board which looked ambigously like two holes. It was bigger than the normal hole and it looked very very very much like two holes cause of some semi-circle marking or whatevers. Anyway, point being, the instructor didnt want to give me the two marks of that hole no matter how much I bickered.

Who would know if two or one bullet hit that hole? The target board is solid evidence but its the ambiguity of the shot mark which brings much to question. It just doesn't look right on the surface, but who would really know what the truth of the outcome is?

I gave up arguing and demanding. There ain't no way the instructor's gonna change his mind, and neither will I. I'll just take a step back and move along.

After ranting a bit more about the two marks to my friends, I looked back at the situation again. I passed the freaking test dammit. Some around me actually failed and here I am whining about the two points to excellence. Clearly I mislooked how lucky I already am. Getting a first class shooting score on the first go and not having to retake it again. Be satisfied with whatever and wherever life brings man. Even though things may not turn out the way I really want it to be, I've got it good compared to million others yo. Cherish it.. I will.

Its just amazing how things just happen in a certain way and brings so much thought to me. I can relate.. I really can....

I am sorry but most of all thankful. <3

run

The rain smells terrible today. Took a deep breathe in expecting it to be nice but, it wasn't. The rain was ending. Thats probably why...
-SCREAM-

Skyrocket away

Put down my shield
Embracing it, I let it hit me
I fell.

Its back up now
Cynical and skeptic for now
but I'll be waiting.

like a knife

I made myself breakfast at 2pm today! I think my whole night/day cycle is screwed up. Now I know how you feel Peixian hahaha.. (: anyways, I made a simple egg and sausage for breakfast! Things just taste so much better when its self made somehow. lol. Well at least the picture doesnt look that bad! You should've seen the first egg which I gave my bro to eat. HAHAHA.

Rocky refused to shit today. He kept sniffing and sniffing the trees and grass like some druggie sniffing on crack. Probably going to shit in the porch tomorrow which i'm gonna kill him for! : \ I fixed the leaking ceiling and killed a couple of cockroaches later on..

The time has once again come where my parents are overseas. To most it maybe like a superb time to party and havoc! Not sure but I'd rather have them at home all the time. Oh well.

I miss the day light...

tia maria

So what if everything we've been talking about comes to nothing in the end for you? It has for me but we're still the same. You're still you to me and i'm still me to you. Its the journey that counts in my opinion. I friggin enjoyed every minute of it with you. Everyone of you. (:

Yayness! itz here! :D