Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Taller than ever

Hello there,

Its a wednesday with no pol science lecture. That makes a free day for me. Yay. 

Haha! I thought of a story/scenario: My thoughts and actions are put up on the suspects stand to be questioned. Questioned by countless numbers of lawyers. Lawyers who don't know me. Lawyers who are quick to judge. They vie for any flaws or loopholes, to pick on and tell the whole court about. Answering to any questions that are hurled at my way. Am amazed at the questions they are asking! I chuckle to myself at the baselessness of their questions. They don't know me yet. I wish they'd knew though, I probably wouldn't have to come up here if so! Well give em some time, I tell myself. They'll know me then.. If they want to..

Various witnesses arrive. Witnesses who give their 2 cents worth, which yet again might have their own personal intentions imbued with what they say. Then again. Some of them speak the truth, yet some others don't. As I seat back in the miniature cell where the suspect sits, I hear them speak. Most witnesses are friends. Not all close ones. Some as baseless as the lawyers from previously. Hearing their testimonies and opinions about me without being able to question is quite painful. Especially from the ones who aren't even close. However through out that phase, my family and close friend in the audience continuously give me affirming glances that instantly comforts my soul. I swear i would just die without it. The ones who really understand wouldn't say a thing. They'd just sit there, and smile.

Suddenly, revelation struck me. I don't need this bullshit. haha. I reached out my hands from the grails and the guard passes me the keys with a nod of acknowledgement. Half way through the trail, I walked out. The Judge didn't say anything, for he knew me better than all others. He created me. As I slammed the two doors for the court down, i walked out with my chin up high, taller than ever. I wake up from everything.

Hah. Now, I know. (:

HAHAH. what a stupid philosophical and cheem story. Can't believe I even wrote that.  so dumb. I haven't written something so narrative like that since sec 4! Urgh. my writing skills still sucks. oh well

Lunch is here! Mom made bacon pasta for me. yummmy! :D

you don't know me yet I am like this to you. Hmmmm?

1 comment:

Cheryl Seah said...

He loves you and i do and we do and that's all that matters! ;)