I made my own lunch yesterday!

my wan ton mee looks damn zai! hahahaha! but hmm it didn't taste as good as i thought it would. After close to half an hour of cooking, it kinda didn't pay off buttt... oh wells. haha. I miss mom and dad... Being alone at home really makes my soul linger for them :s Cooking.. cleaning the porch.. taking Rocky for shit walks and feeding him.. the fishes, rabbits and the turtle. sheez man so much for my folks retiring with all these chores in hand. Really glad that they have taken these 2 weeks off to China (: and i'll be praying for their safety and well being (:

I was thinking about some random stuff last night talking to friends online. How does one determine his or her own character? If someone has this certain characteristic, would it be possible for him/her to change it? Are characters like standardized in different human beings such that things he/she does will always tend in that direction. or does the mind control on what characters a person want to have? Pretty subjective question in my opinion. However i would like to believe that 'I am who I make myself to be'. 

After many self reflections i did for the past few days and weeks, the picture of my flaws are starting to register in my mind. Two immediate questions. To change or not to change. Thats what probably sparked of the idea above i guess.. haha I guess i still have a tendency to TTM about stuff despite my procrastinations not to. hmmm oh wait, doesn't that just prove that characteristics might not be changeable in the first place even if wanted! hahahaha oh wells. haha this makes me sound quite confusing i'm sure but don't worry friends. I know the road to go and i know i have you guys walking it with me (:

thanks yuxing! i know we all have our flaws and stuff but as you mentioned to reply my 'flawed' personal message on msn that day.. 'flawed but loved'. Sweet of you to say that hahaha ;) i'm sure you know that it applies to you and everyone of you friends as well! love all you friends deep deep rooookay? Woooosh!

shane. Don't give up too.. lol. we are knights yeah. hahah! OCT!

math lecture is hell boring. and pointless. thats it! i'm gonna join the R at the SRC now! hahaha

byeeeee (: